New Prayer Requests

Good idea. I have one, I'll just post it here.
The Devil has been attacking me about past issues but the main one is that my Dad has manipulated me in the past. I don't blame him, he mostly just is trying to get others to be more involved with God and make them excited but sometimes it has the opposite effect. The real issue though is that I'm having a hard time forgiving him and myself. I think mostly myself though because I keep saying that I was stupid enough to believe him and not ask God, which is true. I let Dad mess up a part of my life.

I've put him on my prayer list (like in War Room) that I would forgive him, even if he does lie to me again, and that I will forgive myself but at the same time not blindly believe everything he says, but double check it out with God if it's confusing and have the courage to call him out on it but in a loving way.
Thanks!