Edit: I just received an urgent prayer request. She has requested it to be anonymous. PLEASE PRAY FOR HER!
I was suicidal, and I tried to strangle myself with a scarf, but I gave up because well, I was a chicken, but now my throat hurts and I have a difficulty breathing. (I can't take deep breaths, I can't be nervous or I'll get lightheaded and such. It's weird.) I tried to nap it off but it didn't go away.
I'm going to ask my dad to take me to the doctor to have it checked out.
In the meantime, can I have a prayer request that I'll feel better, and for forgiveness? I feel like I betrayed God and it makes me really guilty. I apologised to Him, but I don't know if He listened. Thank you and have a good day.
(If you can, can you list me anonymously? You don't have to if you don't want to, I just don't want anyone making fun of me for what happened.)
UPDATED WITH NEW PRAYER REQUESTS
I want to send out an appology to all my watchers since September 6th. I am just so far behind on thanking people for watches and DA has a limit on how many comments you can send out that it's just not possible for me to play catch up. Instead I want to do features for all of my watchers more often. I also want to BEG YOU ALL to post a few examples of your work in the comment section for this so I can feature your work. I haven't gotten to see most of my watchers galleries and I know that there is a high likely hood with so many being nature artists that I would watch a lot of you. I want as many of you to put some examples of your favorite work for me to choose some new people to watch and feature. No guarantees though as there is instances where I would not want to feature certain types of art with mature themes. I am just trying to get my amount of work of my watchers picked for features to be higher. I want to also make it known for new watchers and those who forgot that I like to do prayer requests for my watchers and I'm not getting many people sending in prayer requests. I can make it vague and or anonymous if you wish.
Also I want everyone to know if you are ever bored, sad, lonely, depressed, or just want to chat I encourage you to send me a NOTE
. Reason for note is because I'll get it quicker. I am praying for each and everyone of you. I hope you all are having a great week and accept for those who need weight that you didn't gain to much with all the candiness going on.
Also if anyone wants to ask questions you can ask them in the comments below and I'll try to answer all of them to the best of my ability.
From Anonymous- I joined a furry group and one person submitted a fetish picture and I wanted to request prayers for this person. I would also like prayers for guidance because I feel it is God's mission in my life to reach out to the sinners of the furry fandom and show them that Jesus is our loving and graceful savior. I want to do the right thing but I am struggling to do the right thing because my head keeps getting in the way of my heart.PrincessSakura258
Hey, I was wondering if you could pray for me and my little sister. We both have major testing coming up and it would be nice to know that we have people praying for us to get great grades. Thanks so much for your support! God bless you!Ivyheart090
I read your last journal, and it would be cool if you could pray for me and a friend. We have been going to a library program every week for a long time, and recently a girl has been coming too. She swears a lot and she is not what we want to have in our lives. I don't have anything against her, but we're faithful Christians and don't appreciate the things she talks about. She considers us as her best friends and she is already inviting us to her birthday party sleepover. We aren't sure what to do and would really appreciate help.
FEATURE TIME FOR THE EPICNESS